| Location | Banbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 21/02/2003 |
| Date of Death | 21/02/2003 |
| Visitors | 3,111 since 08/10/2008 |
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° It was a shock when i found out i was expecting you as your sister was only 3 months old. But we
were all still very happy and we started to make plans for your arrival, We put your sister's
pushchair away ready for you thought about getting a bigger car because we already had your 3
sisters. I went for a scan and couldn't stop smiling because i knew this was different just had
that mums instinct that you were a boy almost from day 1 but when i had that scan i don't know what
told me but i just knew. 11 weeks 5 days they said but i knew i was more than that because i keep
track and later we found out i was right. so to the hospitals dates i started bleeding just after 14
weeks i went for hospital checks but they said there was nothing they could do and that they don't
do scans on the weekend and just sent me home, The bleeding got worse i went back to the hospital
several times and the same thing was said every time, They booked me in for a scan on valentine's
day i was so scared but when they said you were still alive that just made my day perfect, I didn't
need roses or chocolates from your daddy that was enough to hear that you were ok. They booked me in
for another scan a week later' And that was the 21st I was always sent to G ward they sent me for i
scan' I had had abit of pain that day but pushed it to the back of mind didn't want anyone to see it
either i think i was hoping that it wouldn't happen if no one knew. While she was scanning me i
could hear her saying ummm she then turned to me and said "he's facing down abit but everything is
ok", Facing down your dad and i just looked at each other that comment didn't seem right. So we
walked over to the other part of the hospital where G ward was but as i was walking the pain got
worse your daddy said i had turned a funny colour just as he said that i felt faint and had to lay
down quick in the entrance of the hospital, Your daddy had to run and get someone from G ward, she
came with a wheelchair and said i didn't look good at all. The doctor came to check me over he was
the most insensitive doctor i have ever met, The nurse gave me the gas and air and told me to take
as much as i needed, And the doctor told her to give me morphine and then he walked out. Your daddy
had to chase after them to find out what was going on as it seemed they had forgotten to tell us.
Only to get the bad news we didn't want to hear and that was that i was 2cm dilated. They then put
me on the ward with people either side of me and just drew the curtain, I was left there for hours
in and out of sleep because of the drugs, See your daddy had to go and sort out the girls and find
someone to have them. I remember i was making noise's while in and out of sleep because of the pain
then one of the women beside me told a nurse that i should of been in a room on my own she wasn't
daft she knew whot was happening. When they did put me in a side room your daddy turned up they had
put a drip up with antibiotics but couldn't tell me why, The doctor couldn't even do that right he
had missed then vein and my arm had swollen very bad so he took it out, Then i had this sudden urge
to go to the toilet and that is when it happened i had lost you, It was weeks of torment then
nothing we were left with nothing the pain was so bad, something in me had died with you. They
brought you to us in a little basket and left us for hours but it felt like minutes perfect you were
in every way with your thumb in your mouth i still remember every little detail and yes i was right
you were a boy a very beautiful little boy and i was 18-19 weeks, We also found out that the cause
of losing you was placenta abrubption.
Loved so much by all of us.
we love you little man forever in our hearts.
Lots of love
Mummy, Daddy and your big sister's
Cherise,Kelsey and Tiree
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If you were a star
that wasn't expected back
in the universe
for a thousand years
I'd wait.
If you were the sky
and everyone went inside
when you got sad
and started to rain
I'd stay.
And if you were a peach
and the world decided
to get rid of all peaches
I'd pick you up,
Put you in my pocket
And keep you.♥.·° ☆°·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °♥.·°
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GOODNIGHT ANGEL XX
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Look to the sky at night
Not with your eyes
But with your heart
And witness the star
That twinkles so bright
It always stands apart xx
GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIKE A COMET,,,,,,BLAZING CROSS THE EVENING SKY,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A RAINBOW,FADING IN THE COMING NIGHT,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SHINING,SPARKLING,AND SPLENDIDLY BRIGHT.
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HERE ONE DAY.,,.GONE ONE NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CLOTH OF SUNLIGHT ON A CLOUDY AFTERNOON.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CASTLE BUILT UPON A SANDY BEACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A PERFECT LOVELY FLOWER, THAT IS
JUST BEYOND YOU"RE REACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BORN TO LIVE IN SHEER DELIGHT,
HERE ONE DAY,GONE BY NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A SUNSET DAZZLED BY THE RISING MOON.
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GONE TOO SOON.
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Tribute for this Special Weekend
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
SKY BUNNIES
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The sky is full of bunny clouds
So soft and fat and white,
I wonder if they're hiding eggs
For angels to find with delight.
Because angels like Easter as well, you know,
And there's no reason why
There shouldn't be an Easter hunt
In meadows in the sky.
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THE TINY BUNNY
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The tiny bunny
Is working all day long
Decorating Easter eggs
While humming a song
He is having so much fun
Making eggs for you and me
And small chocolate bunnies
That he gives away free
But when he is finished
He'll bring them your way
In a big coloured basket
Upon Easter day
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A SPECIAL EASTER WISH
This special Easter wish
That comes with love to you
Brings warm and heartfelt thanks
For all the thoughtful things you do--
It also comes to let you know
You mean so much more each day
To everyone your lives have touched
In such a loving way.
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FUNNY BUNNY
Little Easter, the comedienne bunny,
Tried too hard at being funny.
She juggled and she dropped the eggs
They fell and smashed between her legs.
Poor Easter left the stage in shame
And thought that she might change her name.
But then that bunny read this ad,
"This Sunday we need help real bad."
So Easter Bunny kept her name
And through the years has gained much fame,
When Easter's Sunday comes each year.
She delivers eggs and we all cheer.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
â™° ♥ â™° TO MY DEAR FRIEND ♥ â™° ♥ â™°
Pass this on to all your close friends
I received this lovely poem today
I would like to share it with you
Its just a way of saying I'm grateful
For everything you do
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there
I just wanted to say night night my beautiful baby boy, and that i am so sorry i havent been on here much lately but mummy is haveing a hard time at the moment but i will come back when i can, Just remember that i think of you each and every day i send you kisses and hugs every morning and night time you are in my heart always,
sleep tight my little man
loadsa love mummy x x x
Friend
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be...what I know best,
a friend that's always there
Thank you for being a friend
Love Barbara xxxxx
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Every day and every night
when you feel the need to hold me tight.
Just blow a kiss into the sky
for i will be that close by.
In the heavens throughout the day
i watch over you and hear you pray.
I see you smile and shed a tear
for you know that I'm still near.
I am the angel of your eye
I am your angel in the sky
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Love Always
Janet & George
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Tribute for this weekend
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
To All Parents
“I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine,” He said.
“For you to love the while they live
And mourn when they are dead,
“It may be six or seven years,
Or twenty-two or three.
“But will you, till I call them back,
Take care of them for me?
“They’ll bring their charms to gladden you,
But should their stay be brief,
“You’ll have their lovely memories,
As solace for your grief,
“I cannot promise they will stay,
Since all from earth return,
“But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
“I’ve looked the wide world over
In my search for teachers true,
“And from the throngs that crowd life’s lanes
I have selected you.
“Now will you give them all your love,
Nor think the labour vain,
“Nor hate me when I come to call
To take them back again?
I fancied that I heard them say:
Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
“For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we’ll run.
We’ll shelter them with tenderness:
We’ll love them while we may,
And for happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
“But should the angels call for them
Much sooner than we’d planned.
“We’ll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.”
Tomorrow
If I should go tomorrow
It would never be goodbye,
For I have left my heart with you,
So don't you ever cry.
The love that's deep within me,
Shall reach you from the stars,
You'll feel it from the heavens,
And it will heal the scars.
Love Lives On
Those we love remain with us
For love itself lives on,
And cherished memories never fade
Because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
More than a thought apart,
Far as long as there is memory,
They'll live on in the heart.
When We Remember
You can shed tears that they are gone
Or you can smile because they have lived
You can close your eyes
And pray that they’ll come back
Or you can open your eyes
And see all they have left
Your heart can be empty
Because you can’t see them
Or you can be happy for tomorrow
Because of yesterday.
You can remember them
And only that they have gone
Or you can cherish their memory
And let it live on
You can cry and close your mind,
Be empty and turn your back
Or you can do what they wanted:
SMILE,
Open your eyes,
LOVE
And go on.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
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Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles Might Not Be Lit Until Monday Next Week It's My Birthday On Saturday So I Will Be Missing Christopher Even More Than Usual... Bless Him X
Grief Is Like A River
My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.
Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again.
I crash on rocks of anger;
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need
Are loving hands to hold me
When the waters are too swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.
Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past.
By swimming in hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
Our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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HAVE A GREAT PARTY WITH TAYLOR
YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR ANGEL
FRIENDS EAT LOTS OF JELLY
& ICE CREAM LOVE ALWAYS BARBARA
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